Hello all,
I just wanted to post a quick description of my struggles with cannabis withdrawal. My hope is to gain more understanding of what my outlook may be, as well as to help anyone else struggling with quitting cannabis.
My relationship with cannabis has been on-going for nearly 20 years. I had been using daily for 10 years high grade products. The past 2 years I had been strictly vaporizing flowers, hash, and oil extracts multiple times daily. Towards the end of my use, I noticed increased anxiety and overall malaise from using. My reason to quit was the worst experience of my life, in which I fainted for 15 seconds, fell, and proceeded to have the worst panic attack for 6 hrs. From that point on, I called it quits. That was June 18th, 2014.
I have been to the ER twice since then and many other doctor visits to see if the re was any disease linked to my symptoms. So far nothing has been found wrong with me. I have had thyroid and general blood work done. I have had my adrenals tested. None of the tests have come back abnormal. I have an appointment with a neurologist in two weeks.
So, to this very day this is what I am going through. The first 6 weeks of withdrawal were the worst. Sever anxiety, shakes, no appetite, no sleep, headaches, panic attacks, numbness in my extremities, etc. The worst of it was waking up 1 hour after dosing off each night in a panic in which I was shaking, was spinning in my bed, and had numb hands and feet. Thankfully, those days seem to be behind me. Unfortunately, the symptoms I'm experiencing the past month are still making me miserable. I still can't sleep more than 5 hours each night, usually waking 4-5 times a night. If I do sleep decent, I wake up feeling almost paralyzed or out-of-body. I seem to get dizzy spells that can last anywhere from 12 to 48 hours. I am chronically fatigued and demotivated. I have pressure in my head that comes and goes. Headaches aren't as bad as they used to be, but still come and go. I experience depersonalization and depression pretty regularly. Anxiety still exists, but not as bad as the first 2 months. Panic attacks are almost non existent. Nonetheless, I feel like I'm only 50% functional at best and have lost lol semblance of my spirit and enthusiasm.
Anyway, it seems these symptoms come and go in waves lasting from a week to a day. I have actually had a few days where I feel pretty good or even 'normal' but eventually it is back to feeling terrible again. I have taken no prescription meds other than a few benzos in the early stages when the panic got too unbearable. I use no other drugs or alcohol, and avoid caffein and sugar at all costs. I am just trying to allow my brain and body heal after what was obviously years of trauma that have made me this way. I eat healthy and try to exercise if I'm not feeling too dizzy or fatigued, which hasn't been too often these days. I know that I have a long road ahead and I accept that. I just need to know if others have gone through this much misery after 5 months. I have read others accounts on this forum and am grateful for their testimonies. They have been more helpful than the doctors I've seen, who only push me more benzos and anti depressants, not knowing what I am going through. I still am in disbelief that I could still be experiencing withdrawal symptoms this severe after 5 months. Why!?! Thanks for listening.