by Cdifnow333 » Sat Nov 25, 2017 1:39 am
Sad part is he is passed out next to me and just doesnt care about me enough to give a ****. And i maybe i get 20 mins of him sober mon-fri and 8 hours or less on the weekend. I just didnt know i was signing up for childcare and no Adult interaction! I dont know what to think or do! I am plain out angry because it is like I dont matter! To whom do I matter to? Why am I here? I know the children need me but after that where is my place? Im not talking suicide but I see why people seek other attention. Im so lonely. I dont even know how to tell him because he belittles my needs. Trys to make it about my relationship with my parents. No! Dont care about that. I am angry because my husband is stuck in a drunkin rut! And I am living in the movie Groundhog.