I resigned from work on the 9th June 2016 for my mental health and desire to start something new with my life. I worked for 11 years learning a limited skill set. Now a fresh day to go out and the world and accomplish something. But I have this gut feeling I don't want to accomplish anything or get another job. This leaves the question of how I get food and roof over my head to live and I don't have the answer yet.
I was not in a good place leading up to my resignation I was severely depressed and my emotions had become deadened. I was dull and boring and there was no life in me. I took a anxiety attack later that week as thoughts flooded into my mind about what I was going to do to earn money and I still don't have answers. The doctors give me something to help with my anxiety and with my previous history of suicide attempts, thoughts and feelings I was assured that I go get ESA (sick line) which entitled me to certain benefits which I need to get sorted out. I need my P45 from my workplace.
To get by I have done odd jobs for a friend who runs a business mostly office work but this is only temporary.
But I do feel lost now but with hope in my heart and actively looking for something that I desire to do.
I got money to do me this month and next month.