Humbum wrote:Hey nokia,
A few weeks ago I found an AIM convo I saved (and forgot about) from september, 6 months before I quit, talking with a fellow stoner about how we shouldn't be blazing as much as we do, and how we both were really starting to notice its affects on our cognition and many other things. When I read it, I couldnt beleive that I had being feeling like that for so long, I honestly hadnt even noticed, I though I just felt like that towards the very end.
My point is that weed is a wierd crazy drug like that, and once you decide to have another toke you just forget about it all and you can easily waste a few more MONTHS OR YEARS blazing.
You have to make it the biggest point in your life to just QUIT NOW. Its over with. And that has to be the central recurring theme constantly in your mind until the craving are gone and you realize you can live life absolutely fine (and without all the negatives) of weed. It is seriously important to start today, start now, take whatever drastic measures you have to, because this is no joke. You know this, you said that it has ruined your LIFE and your FAMILIES LIFE and you have to keep that in mind any time you even think of smoking. Its a f***ing plant doing this, and in the long run we all know that this is what you will remember as opposed to the pride you will take in overcoming this and straightening sh** out and truly enjoying life again.
If you don't mind me asking, how has weed affected your and your family's lives, is it solely financially? tell me (and yourself) as much as you can.
You can do this, and you will be so glad you did. Youre going to have to face a few months of absolute personal anarchy, but you have to face it for the resulting outcome.
Stay strong, keep in touch no matter what!
hey there, i cant believe its been nearly 2 years since i posted this thread so i dug it up for a quick bump/update
since the middle of last year ive cut down my smoking to maybe 2-3 times a week on average but the thing is IM STLL DOING it|! my head does feel clearer since i stoped smoking every day but i still get down about it and smoke to get over my feelings.. im also more conscious of the damage its doing to my lungs now, when i started when i was younger it hardly crossed my mind.
well i haven't bought any weed since last friday and now the weekends coming again ive got a strong urge to get high tomorrow. i know if i strictly limit myself to once a week its better then nothing but ive tried this before and after a few weeks ive let myself down and did it on weekdays then i slowly get back into my bad habits.
anyway my long term goal is to quit fully its what i want but nothing in life is easy aye