Hi Everyone -
For the last 3 years at least, I have not been able to find my true purpose in life. If life worked out as planned, I would be a professional studying children's well-being overseas. However liver cancer got in the way and before starting my dissertation for my doctorate, I was dismissed for not recovering fast enough from the cancer. I know a couple professors wanted to retire and I was in the way so that was part of the reason for my dismissal as well. My expertise is in international child development issues.
My father died almost 4 years ago and as a result, as the only child, I moved in with my mother to be her support. I have looked for jobs online. Had one job and had to quit because another two surgeries. I am applying all the time for jobs. It is discouraging because jobs that I find that apply to child development are basically listings for nannies and babysitters, and child care employees.
I am over qualified for certain jobs and don't have the right credentials for others.
This has been made worse with a number of losses in the last 5 years. My best friend died of cancer 5 years ago, my uncle in Korea died just before my dad died 4 years ago, I divorced my husband after 19 years, put my dog to sleep, my godfather, a dear friend, and an uncle died in the last 3 months.
Does anyone have any ideas or can provide some support to help me find path in life? It has been overwhelming to deal with this all alone and not knowing how to proceed and find myself as a true working professional and productive member of society.
Thanks.