I am so confused I am 17 years old almost 18 in a relationship I never thought possiable. I love my boyfriend with all my heart and would do anything to keep him and spend the rest of my life with him. Only I keep messing it up with lies on top of lies. and its over stupid little things that he probably wouldn't even get mad over. or I tell myself I am not lying I am just not telling the complete truth. for example I am no suppose to be driving until my court date my sister is 15 and has her permit well in virginia you can only drive with a permit if the person your driving with is family and ove r 18 or above 21 well i told my mom that she could drive with me as long as i was family. Soi we go up to olive garden for lunch and everything is fine my boyfriend knows I'm going. well on the way up there she panics and can't drive so we pull over and i drive the rest of the way. well i just don't bother telling him that i just say ya beth drove but never say anything about me driving so technically i didn't lie however i did bs him because i didn't tell him the whole truth. The scary thing is half the time i don't ever realize I am doing this. I am going to loose him if i dont' stop. I have asked him for help and all he can say is just stop i don't think he understands and i don't know how to explain it to him without gettting in a fight. I just want to be normal and not fiht ne more someone tell me what to do please I NEED HELP!
