I am in struggle please help...post university problems

I don't have too much friends.I love to study and during my university studies I didn't have too much time to get socialized...I chose to study and to develop myself...I studied and most of the time I prefer staying at home. My smart friends, all the time wanted me to help. I helped them to understand the topics before the exam but really i hate to help somebody to cheat during exam. If you are enable smart to go out and spend time socializing then do the same thing for the exams. That's what make our relationship bad. They hate me but I don't want to let somebody to use me....I know what they think about me. After
I have graduated found a job at a company. After one year they stopped paying my salary. I tried to talked to my boss but nothing changed the situation. My father wanted to talk to my boss via his closest friend. I tried to stopped him but I couldn;t succeed. My boss was very nervous that my father tried to solve the problem and forced me to say sorry for the situation. I didn't wanted to say sorry because I was right and I have to leave my job. Here nobody values your knowledge...if you don't have close friends that can suggest you nothing helps...so I don't blame my father.
I live in small town. My father forces me to apply for jobs in public areas. He even picked up my documents and applied on some places. I don't want to work in public or governmental areas and spend my whole life doing the same thing. I cannot say anything because I have to work ...my mother doesn't work and my father has part-time job. I am constantly crying but I cannot say a word. Regarding the private sector it's impossible for me to find a job in a small town because the chances are limited and you have to have friends to help you work somewhere.
My plan since my high school was to apply for master degree abroad and to find a job there...I want professional development. I don't want to spend my time in same manner all the time.
I tried my chances for master degree but I couldn't get scholarship...I am unable to pay for my master. I applied for jobs in my town but I cannot get any positive reply.
After I lost my first job I fall in depression. My friends don't know the reason why I left the company. I said that the company didn't pay me so I have to left my job. Can you beleive?They said that the company doesn't need me anymore that's why they didn't pay me or they didn't call me back. That made me even more depressed and stopped seeing their face. For my each falling instead of picking me up they said bad things.
The only option I have now is a private company. My relative works there and he called me to work there. I don't want to apply because two of my friends that I mentioned above work there and I don't want to work with them. If I will apply, the company will accept me because they interview candidates one by one. I have to tell them that I have applied because they will see me there...and its unethical to start working there without telling them for nothing.
I am very nervous....my mom forces me to apply for that job however I don't want to apply...i explained the reasons...
My idea was to apply for that job ,to collect money and maybe I will apply for a master degree abroad and leave everything here. THis is better option than working at public areas. I feel useless, depressed and all the time I am thinking about my life. What should I do....nobody understands me ....please helppp///In addition to this I usually don't explain my problems to my friends because they don't understand me. PLease help what should I do?Each night i am thinking on that. I want to build my life step by step...find a job and then to form a family. The time passes and I cannot do anything right now.