okay.
I'm more concerned about the content of my dreams to be honest.
Candid wrote:I don't think that causes nightmares -- but you don't define them as such, anyway.
I know you spend a lot of your waking hours thinking you'd be better off dead, so it looks like this is bleed-through. Question is why you can't accept that you aren't going to die anytime soon, and focus on the good things in your life.
I know you'll say there isn't anything good about your life, because I've seen that from you before. It's a matter of reframing, and focusing on what you want. And by the way, most of us think life would be better if we had oodles of money. I'm sure if you put your mind to it you can be more original.
f/j wrote:Admittedly, I sometimes have moments where I struggle to forget that there are other reasons to stay alive other than the potential grief of others.
Zanoni wrote: Even if I say something like "I want oodles of money" that option is denied to me from others...
Zanoni wrote: Remember all that I am doing is asking others for money nothing more than that Richard. (Have you seen findom on twitter?)
So what other ways is there? You couldn't even me 10 realistic ones given my current situation. Ones that might actually happen in reality.
Zanoni wrote:I've a fake findom twitter account and make £200 a week for doing nothing.