Need someone to talk to

Waiting for a miracle. I'm laying. Everything is gonna be allright.

Come here for another of our cyberhugs, desperate. It would be good if you could catch up a bit at work over the weekend, but do take some relaxation time too. Is there a park nearby that you could have a stroll around? Maybe buy an ice-cream?

Thank you very much candid so nice to hear from you this board is my only support if it weren't I would give up ages ago. There is a park nearby I will go there now. Many thanks for the hugs today I really need that.

You know the song knocking on heavens door I'm just on that mood feeling like black cloud is coming down

That's why you need to get some fresh air and remind yourself how lovely you are. Sing something like Oh what a beautiful morning as you walk. I dare you!

I try to be positive like some little glimps es of sunshine but negativity hopelessness pessimism very strong

I went for a walk and it looks like you didn't. I found a penny on my way and I bought a ticket in tonight's lottery. It's sunny at the moment.

I'm sitting at park feeling a bit better there is indeed a light fresh wind I liked it now will walk as you adviced thanks for everything good luck at lottery I love people at ucf thanks for being

Just imagine you have this technology at your fingertips, being able to plea for support, whoever created this structure that could leave us lonely and require support in this day and age it is totally mad, if we live in a world that cares for each other this would not exist, it tells you you're doing something wrong, supporting the people who are not on your side, why why, do people do these things, don't you realise that you are voting for a destructive bunch of rulers whose only aim is to keep you all as slave to their society, if you think this is bad, wait when you reach 60 years old, you will really know what life is about, and what is in store for you, when you had a chance to do something, to change the society to what should be, but to busy earning the money so you can survive, not contented with that you wanted more, and help the devil create the society you have today.

Don't be surprise, it is only logical what it was all leading up too, if you did not have any idea, you haven't been listening to your conscience and believe that you can behave anyway you like and get away with it, without having to pay a price.

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I couldn't understand what you are trying to tell exactly Internet is good to share our probs when there is someone willing to listen the way society works isn't so bad unless you are someone having deep problems like me I don't want to say society is good it has serious flaws but not very bad either anyways I'm focused on two works now that must be completed in two weeks time serious trouble if I can't complete them I have zero energy to deal with them waiting for getting motivated

Well basically you have answered what I am getting at, the Internet is a miracle tool that could achieve miracles if it was use by the right people with the right mentality, but the reality is that not everyone in the society wants the best for you, some people enjoy you being deprived and lonely even unhappy, if it serves their purpose.

Don't you have a Facebook account, I'm sure you may be able to put your mum on their so you can keep in touch, also feel free to post on here to whomever is willing to have a chat. I am all for communication.

Thanks it's always nice to talk with people here I would give up ages ago if I didn't have support of ucf indeed Internet is very useful for specially lonely people I agree some people aren't good they want you to be sad I had this problem in college people acted like they don't care about me at all and I got depressed my depression started at my college years I still think sometimes if they cared about me the people at college I mean anyways I must focus on now mustn't waste my time wit past but that makes me think for years anyways there are now works to be dealt you say I should add my mother to my Facebook page that's ok if I understood right

Why not open an account for her on Facebook so you can talk as long as you want for nothing, people don't care nowadays only for themselves, you have to die to get notice or even treated fairly. It is a pity that we need each other for support, but people are so fake, you cannot trust anybody these days, they stab you in the back whenever they get the chance, a little puzzling to me why people are like that, I'm told that a lot of people these days are psychopath and not knowing it. we tend to create a in our society today because it benefits the society, it is no use of having someone with empathy and care having to do a nasty job, throwing them out of their flats because they have not paid their bills, that mentality goes right up to the very top, when we expect our leaders to press the nuclear button killing hundreds of thousand of women and children.

I added my mother on Facebook I have already an account as I said before people mostly bad life is hard it's harder when you have mental issues I'm tired and fed up deal in life but there is nothing to do except to go on with struggles of life I would like to sleep all day with shelter and food provided that only can happen in my retirement