The first part of the disorder is pretty basic. It's just me counting calories and doing a bit of exercise each night, binging and fasting every now and then.
However, I've recently had a much more pressing problem which seems to be totally unique, according to my lack of results on google... I have this thing where I literally can't stand the sounds of food being eaten. I don't mean I just dislike it- I mean that I absolutely hate it and dread it with a passion to the point where I've been breaking down in tears and gagging after every meal. My mum's making me eat at the table with everyone else because she wants me to 'stop being stupid'- but she doesn't get it. It's getting to the point where I'm scared to eat food- not because of the body image issues that started this, but because I'm terrified I'll be making noises. I don't know what's wrong with me. Has anyone else experienced this?