by Darlene T » Mon Jun 21, 2004 10:33 pm
Hello everyone. I wanted to post something here so that people who are having panic attacks now know that they are not "nuts" or "crazy". It happens t a lot of people....it happened to me. I had a very bad ear infection in February of this year that caused me vertigo for about a month. Because I had the sensation of vertigo for weeks after I was diagnosed with the infection, I became afraid to go to stores for fear I would fall down. I have always been an active person, so a sedentary lifestyle is not one that I am accustomed to. Anyway, here I am, months after my illness, fearful of large rooms (when I was sick I had a dizzy feeling in a mall), afraid of having panic attacks, etc. I am seeing a psychologist and hoping for the best. I know that I am not "crazy" or "nuts"....just having a tough time right now. I'll get through it, just like each of you will, as well. The fact that we are all educating ourselves through this forum as to what we, and others, experience, is a first step in recovering. Like many of you, I have fears of fainting, dying, etc. but I manage to maintain a very good job and am believed by others to be a strong individual. Don't let anxiety/panic rule your life. Don't feel bad about feeling bad!