PowerOfMyMind wrote:Yeah i think it did trigger it too tbh. ill never use it again. Having a real hard time with really heavy depression. tbh im feeling suicidal again which i hadn't done for some time. Just feel so hopeless and struggling to keep my faith i will get well again. I keep telling myself i will but feeling like I do now its hard to crawl out of this dark place.
Ive got to keep going for my son, my wife and family and be strong. Huge respect to everyone going through PAWS, its a crawl through hell itself. I just hope i can make it to the other side
@PowerOfMyMind see my post on PAWS, I too get suicidal thoughts. I highly recommend looking at thegreatdane's post, especially "Paws ended at month 30" I hope it brings you some relief. Best of luck!