psychosis

desperate788 wrote:due to ease of my depression i feel that my psycosis is resolving but not sure

Psychosis = a certain loss of reality. Schizophrenia is classed as a psychotic disorder, although I tend to disagree.
Psychopathic = withdrawel from reality but not loss of its general perception.
In my view, psychosis isn't necessarily permanent and readjustment can take place. It has many causes too. Endogenic (internal) or exogenic (external factor).
Mass psychosis is also not unknown.

After all i assumed that my depression is easing what may not be fact i fear i have to take these meds all my life

desperate788 wrote:After all i assumed that my depression is easing what may not be fact i fear i have to take these meds all my life

It is the meds that eases your depression.

desperate788 wrote:due to ease of my depression i feel that my psycosis is resolving but not sure

What would you do if you weren't perpetually searching yourself for symptoms?

enjoy life

You enjoy music and you enjoy complaining, both of which you spend a lot of time doing.
If there are other things you want, why haven't you got them?

Low intelligence low will power

I'm glad you get something out of your presence here.

What do you mean? What do i get?

An audience for your discontent.
Poor you.

im not complaining lately you are not fair

Candid wrote:

desperate788 wrote:due to ease of my depression i feel that my psycosis is resolving but not sure

What would you do if you weren't perpetually searching yourself for symptoms?

I recently made a friend from Scotland. Like myself, she suffers neurological deviation. I noticed about her today that she strives to keep discussing her ailments. Clearly, some of these are serious but the impression I was getting is she's made a career of her disorders, from mobility issues to the mood swings. She's got pages of notes she's made on her symptoms and it struck me today she seems to have hypochondria.
To be fair, I must admit the hours, weeks, months and years I put into my autism studies (mostly revolving around my case history), likewise makes me as obsessive as she is (excluding trips to doctors).
Gilyarovskiy wrote that, in his view, many people who suffer neurological disorders tend to be highly focused inwardly. To be honest, I admit to it. I have friends (female) who mostly think of their jobs, families and housework. Meantime, myself (and my Scottish friend) remain glued to our medical papers. Yes, kind of selfish - but it's part of the whole picture. I think admitting to it is good, however. After all, we are none of us perfect. At some point, we start by learning to like ourselves despite recognising our shortcomings.

davidbanner99@ wrote: . . . neurological deviation . . .
I must admit the hours, weeks, months and years I put into my autism studies (mostly revolving around my case history), likewise makes me as obsessive as she is . . .

I wonder if part of your studies include how autism might have possibly come about, as in, how is it that people get this "neurological deviation"?

The problem I am trying to solve is:
(1) Autism in Schizophrenia
(2) Autism in Kanner Childhood Autism
With Schizophrenia, autism is a symptom of a physiological illness, that involves glands, hormones and brain irregularities. Even toxic byproducts in the organism can poison the nervous system and cause withdrawel.
However, Leo Kanner's autism (as in Rain Man) makes autism itself the root of all the other symptoms such as odd behaviour.
Nobody has of yet fully understood these distinctions. For me the question must be did an underlying, developmental illness create autism as a symptom? Or did I simply cut off external stimulae and block off aspects of communication? That then results in uneven development. Even looking at Michael Jackson, he was musically gifted but clueless in normal interaction. Part of his mind was still very immature. The uneveness around that created instability.