Hi All, I’m hoping that some of you will b able to give me some advice on how to deal with this problem. Apologies if this is a long post.
So, I have been working with people for my entire career. I do many different things, and I’ve worked in many different places. I grew up never being allowed to stand up for myself, and was bullied both inside and outside my home. I got into an abusive relationship as a young adult, that damaged my confidence further. So sometimes being assertive is difficult for me, even though I escaped that relationship and I have a wonderful partner who builds me up and gives me strength.
Anyway, so I’ve been bullied at work in the past and I’ve often been over powered by colleagues who seem to take over everything I try to do, I’ve been passed over for promotions I’ve deserved because my face doesn’t fit. More recently, someone hit up in management has been fighting my corner (I don’t know who) and during a big restructure I was given a mini promotion and a huge wage rise. So I have been feeling pretty good about myself. I’ve been moved to a new team, in a new building and I thought I was finally going to be free to do my job without interferences,. Yet there is a spanner in the works.
I’ve been teamed up with a woman who I have known in the past. She has a very strong personality and in the few weeks we’ve been in the ne team, she has slowly started to try to take over the things I am doing. For example, someone wanted to volunteer within our ogoranisafion. The person she initially contacted passed her over to me, and I met with her yesterday. I introduced her to my colleague, and all of a sudden my colleague is taking over the whole thing. Getting criminal records checks done, talking her through the process etc. This is just one example but the story is always the same.
In our new team, we are all being expect d to create our own work and be productive. I am trying really hard and coming up with really good ideas, but this colleague of mine just comes in and seems to commandeer whatever I am doing. She’s not doing these things in such an obvious way that I could just have it out with her, and to be honest, I don’t think I have it in me to be what way with someone anyway. I’m not confrontational or even assertive by nature, I find it difficult to deal with I’ll feeling or disagreements.
I really want to prove myself to my new management, and I was looking forward to taking this volunteer under my wing but every time she comes in, this colleague pounces on her when it’s really my task to work with her. It would look really unprofessional for me to tell her to go away in front of the lady, so I need to be polite.
Is there any way of giving her the hint that I don’t want or need her to get involved? Everyone else is just getting on with their own stuff, which is what we all should be doing. There is a lot of loafing around with some people, this colleague included, because we haven’t had a chance to set a lot of our work up yet, so I guess she is just trying to keep busy.
I know this all probably sounds very petty, but I’ve been in this situation many times and I want to nip this in the bud before it becomes a bigger issue. It feels like people don’t think I’m capable of doing things independently, yet on the other hand I know it’s probably more to do with the fact they want a piece of the action because I am really good at what I do. There is also probably an element of them taking advantage because they know how gentle I am and I’m unlikely to put up a big fight against them. I don’t want to have to fight for the work I am setting up.
Any words of wisdom anyone could offer would be greatly appreciated.