Inter demon that haunts me inside.

**Posts:** 3 · by **Ebowman83** » Sun Dec 10, 2017 1:27 am

Hello im Paine8303 andbim 35 of age and I suffer from anxiety attacks, I didn’t realize I had them until I was on a train and was paying for my ride close to home. It struck me like lightening and before I know it tears was covering my face and it felt like I was standing on egg shells on a recliner, I couldn’t breathe and I wasn’t sure if I told someone they would understand what I was going through, from this point I thought my life was over I called a friend to put something positive in my head because I felt getting up and jumping off the train while it was rolling along. My brain goes to very bad places and I feel like a demon attached itself to me, I hate to feel this way and now I have anxiety frequently, just two weeks ago I felt like jump off a bridge and my brain was telling me it would satisfy the demon inside, I called my friend to help me and got me to me to relax and breath I felt like when I was talking to him there was a ball in my throat to keep the words from coming out, I want to be happy again not to mention I suffer with seizures to and ever since then when diagnosed with seizures I had a stroke, I was able to recover from that but I think my brain did and the pressure just consumes me I don’t know what to do I feel like people will think I’m crazy, but I think if this keeps going on I’m afraid that I may satisfy that demon inside.

**Posts:** 1993 · by **Cooler** » Sun Dec 10, 2017 10:02 am

Paine 8303,

That's a hard experience for anyone.

What you are describing is classic for panic disorder IMO (I'm not a medic but a fellow sufferer). The first panic attack hits hard, often happening on transport or somewhere confined and stressful. Then there is general anxiety coming in waves and all sorts of worry about what has happened. After that we usually look for a physical illness to explain the experience.

I agree that it can feel like a 'demon' inside us, but it is just a well known illness, treatable these days. It can get better as we adjust and follow the treatments, whatever the health professionals advise. Many people say that the first attack was the worst.

Hang in there, and talk to us whenever you need to.

c.

**Posts:** 2 · by **J_Williams** » Mon Dec 11, 2017 2:40 am

Okay so I’m only 13, but I’ve gone through the same thing. I’ve had plenty of panick attacks like this. The one thing that I find comforting is listening to music. My advice is that as soon as you start hearing that dumb demon, drown it out with music, focous on the words of the song and nothing else. I don’t know if it will work for you, but it did for me.

I wish you the best, stay strong<3
~J

**Posts:** 3 · by **Ebowman83** » Mon Dec 11, 2017 10:41 am

Thanks I do love music and dancing, I also started reading and writing, I figured I’m not the only one going thou this why not write it down for people get help and seek strong help we did

**Posts:** 13 · by **Abenico** » Thu Apr 12, 2018 3:29 pm

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