by Onward and upward » Tue Sep 05, 2017 6:18 pm
Congratulations on one year!
That feeling must be great. I am on week 4 since I quit and I must say I feel horrible. DP/DR is a truly terrible feeling, I experienced the worst depression I had ever felt last night. I was able to snap out of it fortunately but it was very difficult. I had my first case of insomnia last night and got 5 hours of sleep maybe. I awoke this morning feeling really spacey but good in a way. I went to class and actually enjoyed it, taking notes and doing things that I used to do made me feel good. I know I may have a long road ahead of me from here and I am willing to stick it out. I started at the age of 17 and smoked heavily for one and a half years. Majority of it was really good stuff including wax for periods of time. I am calm right now but just looking for someone who has made it much longer to hopefully talk me through this in a way.
Thanks,
Peace and Love