I am talking about my dad here and this big issue that happened recently.
Five years ago, I found a lovely picture of his father and his mother at my grandfather's house, it was covered with dust and looked like it hasn't been touched in years it was really buried under a pile of papers and photos. So I took it with me and kept it because I liked the picture and it looked abandoned. When my husband saw it, he said that of course I will have to give it back, but we had an idea of making a nice photo montage of him and his wife as a nice gift. Today which is five years later, I decided to bring the photos to my dad because it's a photo of his parents and I thought it was the normal common sense thing to do. When my dad saw the pictures instead of saying to me that it's a nice thought I had to give these souvenirs to him, he got super nervous and angry, he said to my mom : ''What is her problem to take what isn't hers??!!!'' My father will probably look for these photos and get worried.'' I then explained to him that I took them 5 years ago as a not well thought thing, I thought they were nice and buried under so much junk it seems like no one ever looked at them. My grandfather never even mentioned it to anyone that he was missing photos because that's how buried they were. Even after explaining that, my dad started interrupting me and said : ''Ok if it's been so much years than it's okay, it was a ridiculous thing to do'' He said that in a very angry way to me and he told me to drop the subject. I then go very angry and sad because this was suppose to be something nice toward him so I yelled at him : ''I your old **** is probably gonna die soon of old age, all the time you were angry at me whenever I was trying to do something nice, you always blamed me and never showed caring to my problems, you always blamed me. When your family started being cold toward me you never listened to me or cared to ask what was wrong to me'' He then yelled at me, his voice was trembling and told me to shut up and go find myself a apartment to go to.''
Afterwards I told this to my husband and he thought it was a bad thing what I said, but it's understanding knowing that all my life my dad reacted THIS SAME WAY toward me most of the time when I was trying to do something good. I never got acknowledge by him or encouraged by him or complimented. He got hurt because of what I said, I know what I said was horrible, but all my life, all this grief that accumulated in me from him. It really destroyed my feelings. So I decided that when his old man dies which is my uncaring grandfather btw, I won't go just to show him the respect I have for my dad. He always tells me to clean up after myself, or what to do when I am a grown up and I know what to do. He shows no respect toward me at all since I was a child. My dad was the first man in my life and he was always angry, anti social and judgmental.
What do you think about my dad? How dysfunctional is this? I get huge crap for something I tried to surprise him with nicely. Yes I took the photo, it was wrong five years ago, but geez all he had to do at worst is to tell me to not take what doesn't belong to me, not to yell at me and get aggressive!