by roxieblack » Tue Jul 12, 2011 11:12 pm
In the past I hardly ate anything and I would workout alot 2-3 hours a day, run and walk alot. I would think I looked great and felt good because i kept the weight off by over working out to the point i would get sore or almost pass out, and no one knew this. I did have some people telling me i should eat, or eat more, kindof like joking and now I stopped over working out and i still hardly eat anything yet when i do i sometimes over eat, which something I have never done in my life, I would always eat less and never finish anything thinking I feel great. With this sometimes over eatting is something new to me and i hate it, i cant stop then I seem to binge and purge 2-3 times a week, if i dont get to workout i purge thinking im losing that extra calorie weight that i would put on, then feel clense so then i would think ok now I need to workout and stop binging on food. I dont know what to do, I still hardly eat and I'm always tired and pushing myself to get threw the day.I know i dont eat enough calories.I do still work out and hear people talk but I dont know what they saying, if there saying i need to workout or i need to stop working out. In the past i had 2 doctors threatening to me to put me in the hospital if i didnt start eatting, I know i lost alot of weight couple times. But I never was overweight. I would rather be skinny then my healthy skinny. I dont know what area this is consider.