Hi everyone, my name is Cameron. I’ve been struggling at home recently, I’ve been very depressed and angry at times. Sometimes this anger spills into my relationships and sometimes I see glimpses of it. I spend a great deal of time alone, and have come to the conclusion that a lot of my “bad” addictions, such as compulsive porn use, eating unhealthily, drinking daily are all to do with the relationship I have with my mother. I’m unwilling to look at the relationship with my mother, because I currently live with her and get a whole heap of physical comforts from living with her. However, I know that I probably won’t be able to have a decent relationship with another woman, even though in my mind that’s what I want. So I’m going to make the decision to leave home, despite having not much money, and perhaps live in my car for a while.
I was just wondering if any body has been through a similar situation and if there’s any advice they can give to someone who’s struggled with money, and so on.
Any advice is appreciated. Thanks.