by David Anthony Volckmann » Tue Jan 24, 2012 7:25 pm
Hi
Without knowing the details of your past visits (snap shot of your psyche), its difficult to give one sweeping piece of advice on this. But some things come to mind: The first that struck me, is how your allowing a fear (Dr's Opinion) to prevent you from answering this question naturally; doesnt seem to be a setting that should foster a decision space like that. But as I stated, I have very few details. But once that topical distortion (fear) has been lifted, only then will you be able to see if this question truly holds any weight for you, and what your initial reacation/feeling/vibe is towards it. That will allow YOU to read a more fundamental mind, a deeper part of you. From there, and depending on how well you know your self, you could see/feel the latent beliefs that fuel your particular reaction to the question; from what you wrote, I would bet $.67 that you have a deep rooted belief that you wouldnt REALLY want to harm anyone or your self; but of course, only you can read these things.
If your still concerned about the Dr, get a different one. Theses visits should allow you to find a mental companion, not an aid to an already "troubled" mind.
Belief, emotion and then thought, you have only to listen.
I hope some of this makes sense.
Best of luck,
-dv