by anxietybucket » Mon Jun 12, 2017 3:50 pm
You are incredibly wise for someone who isn't yet at high school. Thank you for such great advice.
I think there is worth in looking at the things which are hurting me - when I journalled earlier on, I felt better for a short while, before the anxiety came back. I realised that I hadn't finished what I had started and once I realised that, the anxiety got quieter - it didn't go away, but it got quieter.
Now I've spent about an hour journalling again, and had a good cry, and I feel a bit clearer again. But I feel like I've pushed it hard enough. Now I feel like I need to be kind to myself, take a bath and watch something ridiculous on the TV.
I have intrusive thoughts which make me anxious, rather than anxiety over particular situations, but I think the guidance is the same. I've been doing some diagloguing with a person who I imagine is wise and helpful (like you) to try and work through the thoughts. I think though I've let some things slip - mindfulness, keeping busy, and letting the thoughts pass through without reacting for example, as I've felt more depressed. I should probably get back to those things.