I know most of you would probably got sick of me ranting this over and over again, but I need help and I really need to get this out of my chest and I know that counselling won't help.
I couldn't fit into my workplace every since I've been demoted and my duties were given to other people to do last month ago.
Our office room is small and open planned, and there are 4 staff members there. Everyday, my collegues would chat to each other leaving me out of the conversation. It makes me feel uncomfortable and insignificant,
I tend to feel that D did this on purpose just to hurt me and make me feel intimidated. Everyday, D would chat with the 3 other staff members, leaving me out of the conversation. I get jealous at how close he has become to one of the new female staff member. They would spend every day talking about their personal lives in the office!
When I tried to talk to D, he would put on a serious face, making me scare of him, and the conversation would stop from there.
I feel at peace when D isn't around...but when he is around (he works 3 days), I dread coming to work because I don't want to be disappointed over him.
Just like the other day, I texted him if he could escort me to the office because I didn't have my office pass since we start work at the same time. 15 minutes pass, he didn't respond back so I texted him back no need because I bumped into someone and he immediately replied back: "fine". In the past, he would respond to my text immediately, now ....