desperate788 wrote:There isn't much on the plan the things that have been already said to me
I ve got bored what about a beer
A movie?
Things to distract you while you continue grumbling, asking for help when you get even more desperate than usual, ignoring any suggestions anyone makes, drugging yourself and generally sucking the life out of everyone who engages with you.
Boredom is
your problem, just one of many. I spent quite a while on that post about fixing your insomnia, which is almost certainly behind the worst of your problems. I'm glad quietvoice 'liked' it. Clearly it meant nothing to you.
Moving to Istanbul isn't going to help in the slightest; you'll just go right on moaning about you never had a chance in life, it was someone else's fault, and it's up to someone else to fix it for you. Only you aren't going to do a thing to help yourself.
I wish you well, but you're about to be the first person ever on my ignore list, so your miserable posts won't show up for me.