new found case of bulemia

Hi heyyou1234,
Welcome to the forum

It takes a lot of courage to recognise and admit that things are becoming a problem, and you're right to think that continuing the binge/purge cycle will have serious health implications in years to come if left unchecked. So a big WELL DONE! is in order

You said you've already seen your school counsellor. Perhaps they could advise about any local professionals or support groups in your area.

But something you could do yourself is look at why this pattern of behaviour manifested itself, and what benefits it's providing. Then it's just a question of finding more appropriate ways of dealing with those situations. It's no use simply trying to stop the disordered eating without addressing the underlying causes.

"...sitting down and binging is definately a stress-reliever."

But it's a short lived stress-reliever because it appears to later cause it's own stresses. So finding other ways to unwind would be a good place to start. A relaxing hobby perhaps, or listening to music, or a gentle walk... The important thing is to make time for such activities. It's no use saying; "I can't, I'm too busy."

"it started out as a small way to be able to eat what i want and not experiance the results (gaining wait/feeling gross)"

I wonder if this is another part of the problem. When a person eats 'normally' they don't tend to gain weight permanently. Ok, they might gain a bit at the time, but then they burn it off again doing their daily activities. So you don't need to fear that every ounce you eat will result in increased weight. It only really becomes an issue if a person is seriously overweight, or if they're trying to maintain an unhealthily low weight. Only one person can answer that

Take care,
Nigel