Its been a long time i didnt comment Just to let you know, i am doing good
i have found confidence in myself and good times
Got no delusive thoughts
Got my confidence back
No need for drugs
However, i have this situation going on,
Met the most beautiful woman ever, i was so happy with her, after few months together she wants to brake up,
Now i have a problem with that, as i would like to keep the relationship, However, i still think a brakeup is a good decision, As somehow i felt like she didnt accept my daughter, i mean everyone loves kids but, thats how i felt about it, And i also felt like she was too critical on me, and all that was keeping me distant from her,
And i dont even try to explain that to her as she may not understand my point, i feel lots of guilt for my daughter, as she was abandoned from her mom, I try to go out with friends and do men stuff talking about women, money, cars, but its not working
I think the best for me is to simply spend more time with my daughter, but i fear i may regret if i dont do more effort on the relationship