Anonymus wrote:...I was intrested to this videos but i'm not sexuallity intrested in woman at all. So i'm really wondering why I used to be intrested in this videos... Maybe I just was curious about them... I really cant find out the reason but still just wanna forget what I saw...
This does not clear up the confusion.
Where is the sexual connection you are somehow making?
Example: A teen boy says that he was addicted to videos of men being executed. The teenager adds that he is not sexually attracted to men.
What? It's confusing, right? How does sexuality have ANYTHING to do with the videos this boy was watching? Do you see the disconnect? Was the boy getting erections, arousal, was he masturbating to execution videos? Execution videos are not inherently erotic, so why is the boy connecting sexual preference with these videos?
This is where I'm confused with your story. Why are you making a connection between watching videos of birthing with sexuality or sexual preference? Something is missing.