But the most vexing symptoms have involved like irritation in the penis and like a wet feeling on the head along with a tingly scrotum.
It all has come and gone, it started in Feb. I was using weed oil. A LOT of it, I had QUIT smoking at the end of Jan and was using the oil till mid feb and had some tinnitus and trouble sleeping at first of course. But then at the end of Feb I went insane thinking I had an STD and then these symptoms appeared. Basically penile irritation inside of it, and scrotal tingling. And a wet feeling in my boxers which is really annoying. It's all been really annoying. It went away a few days after starting in Feb, then it came back, then went away. Then on 3/13 I made the mistake of smoking again and it came back a couple days later.
I first thought it was an STD because it felt like the symptoms of gono or clamydia (like discharge) but I don't have actual discharge. All my tests are negative for sure. I don't have prostatitis or ANYTHING physical going on bc I've had every single test imaginable done including a CT scan. My urologist doesn't suspect anything. Anyway it went away in April which also made me think it was weed-related but then it came back in May when I freaked out about STDs again.
Also accompanied with this was having to pee frequently BUT that has been super sparse. I only had to pee a lot for like, 3 days I can count in between now and Feb. I don't have to pee frequently and my sex drive is back at this point. I'm still frustrated though because its been about almost 3 months since it all did return, though things have kinda dropped off. Still have some mild tingling and some penile irritation but the wet spot feeling is annoying and pretty present. Also like a weird sensitivity by the pubic bone. But no pain while urinating or anything. There's also sometimes tension around my tailbone and in my right thigh (which was aching for a while but not aymore)
Just curious if anyone has experienced this stuff. I'm 4 months and a couple days clean completely. At this point I sweat a bit easy, I'm exhausted all the time, and my chest is still heavy, and my dreams are super intense and my sleep is fragmented because I wake up frequently. Not to pee, I just don't stay asleep very long.
The urinary stuff though has freaked me out and driven me insane. At its worst it was like a leaky crawling feeling that was SUPER distressing. Now its like a transient irritation. Anyone have any experience like that during PAWS? There's literally nothing physically wrong with me and this kinda is a little different every day, like it'll peak sometimes during the day and sometimes not even be there at all. Nothing really changes it or triggers it, like drinking coffee is fine, ejaculating is fine and doesn't hurt, eating spicy food is fine... it's just been maddening because I want my normal body back and want this to be temporary. I'm trying not to dwell on it and hope I heal but it really vexes me and I can't help but have it in the back of my head all the time even while working. It's got me extremely depressed about my life and future
