Since I have been 'depressed', I find that my capacity to work has been greatly reduced.
When I work harder than usual, or especially when I learn something new, I find I usually have a set-back soon after. I find myself overwhelmed by emotions and crying a lot.
I was wondering if anyone had any ideas on this. I know that depression is tiring etc... but I am interested in how it makes you tired. For example, I find that when I do a lot of routine tasks, I get really exhausted now. Also, I find my brain cannot absorb new information, I am unable to read as much and cannot perform very well.
Also, on a similar point, I was wondering if there was any information about depression and academic performance. I have studied up to masters level, and have found that my grades have always been wildly divergent. Sometimes I can get a 55%, other times a 76%. This has been a consistent pattern and something which I have found very annoying over the years. Many of my peers were consistently scoring say 68 or 70%.
People report depression as feeling low consistently, but I tend to have highs and lows, and I was wondering if any research is out there about depression and academic performance. In the end, I had to abandon academic studies because I found my varying grades did not go down well!
I would really appreciate advice on this...
Thanks
Yog