Timsar wrote:In general I like to have many friends but people bother me, do I need to get help?
No, like others have mentioned, you need to look inside of yourself and come to realise who you really are. I don't think you like to have many friends, I don't think you're very close to your many friends, I just think you like the idea of having many friends, it's fits your perfect image of your perfect life.
Timsar wrote:I try to be friendly, kind, open minded and try to be generous. I know that I am very sensitive, I shouldn't but I take everything personal.
That you act friendly, kind, open minded and attempt to be generous doesn't automatically make you a likeable person, especially not if that is a behaviour which doesn't come natural to you, but if you're actually making an effort acting a certain role, a role of the person you'd like to see yourself as.
Timsar wrote:I just wish I had more friends I am extremely lonely. I like to have people around but I can only take so much of them.
You're going around this all wrong. You're not lonely because you don't have friends enough, you're lonely because you have too many "friends", but you don't actually have any close friends.
I'm getting the impression that your entire existence is a big act. You want to live a "perfect life", and in order to live a perfect life and be a perfect person, you must live in a nice house, have a good education, be friends with everyone and act kind and open minded and generous.
You seem extremely shallow and I can't imagine what you'd have to offer in a friendship, if everything you do and say is just another line in the act that is your perfect existence. People don't get jealous of you, they get sick of hearing about how lucky you are and how perfect your life is.
Try being yourself for a change, stop acting like you think you're supposed to act in order to fit the role you've chosen to play in your life. Try to play the role of yourself. I'm sure that'll make you real, close friends.