Hi everyone. This is my first post on this forum, which I've only just found. You all seem lovely, so I thought I'd post and see if anyone has any advice.
My name's Jacqui, and I'm 40 years old. I have a wonderful husband and two gorgeous children. I've suffered with eating disorders on and off for 22/23 years now, starting with anorexia which was triggered when I was suffering with depression after my sister died. Someone told me I could do with losing weight. I'm 5ft 2 with an athletic build, and weighed 9 stone.. My ED is usually manifests itself in over exercising, cutting down food intake and purging these days. My husband knows exactly what's been happening, I've been honest with him since we got together 9 years ago. I had a really bad bout with depression and ED two years ago, when I lost 2 1/2 stone in a few months, bringing me down to 7 1/2 stone. My doctor was great, and referred me for psychotherapy which really helped at the time. My problem is, I can feel myself slipping again, and I don't want to. I don't want my children to see me suffering, and think that bad eating habits are right. I've spoken to my GP about it again, and she's increased my anti depressants. I've been told previously that I can't get help for my ED directly, because I have to be practically dying before they'll see me! Any advice is greatly appreciated[/list]