desperate788 wrote:I have an intense anxiety problem beside others like memory.I always find something to worry about
I've noticed! You worry about every little detail of your life. How did you grow up with so little confidence in your ability to handle whatever life throws at you?
I hope anxiety vanishes some day ...
I don't think that can happen when you let it run your life. As far as I know it stops you making friends, particularly women friends, and you end up alone worrying about eating too much, taking the wrong medication or how much you're drinking.
...and I start to enjoy life again
I see some hope here. You enjoyed life at one stage. When did you stop, and what happened to take away your enjoyment?
I don't care as much as before though..
You have a right to be happy, free from anxiety and depression, enjoying all the things that make life great for other people. It sounds as though you've given up on yourself.