Hello!
I have a few very painful memories that I wish I could forget. I know that we grow based on mistakes, but this is something that has only ruined my life. I didn't hurt anyone but myself, and this caused me to spiral into even more severe depression.
Therapy is not helping, I keep getting worse and worse, and I just cannot live on. My dreams have been crushed, I really cannot accept and move on from this knowledge.
Is it possible to erase (or permanently suppress) a memory? I have read that it isn't, but many people still say it is possible and I'm hanging onto that small piece of hope. I've read that this will still leave behind the emotions, so I will still be upset and depressed, but I would be able to cope with it, and therapy would help with that I believe.
Really honestly, I don't think any amount of trying to accept what happened will help me. I cannot live with this and I wish to just forget this, especially since I am 17 and I had to stop my education, personal relationships have been impacted, and everything has significantly suffered and keeps getting worse.
I had a perfect life and I was very happy, I have everything to have a good life, but something happened that completely broke me and made me fall apart. Please, if it is possible, I will opt for it immediately. I don't even need to forget it all, just this one detail that would completely change it all and lead me to be able to improve through therapy.
Thank you in advance.