by junglemonkey » Thu Jul 08, 2004 7:56 pm
Hi glenwinwood,
I always thought that once I was asleep I was safe from my anxiety, and for a while I was, but soon I started having panic attacks during sleeping hours and eventually this lead to a mild fear of sleeping. Up at 3am on the bathroom floor ready to tear down the walls with frustration - sound familiar?
What you have to remember is that your brain is still active. It's still thinking, it just shuts down certain bits so you don't sleepwalk etc. Your brain does still think, so it can still perceive danger. If it couldn't, a burglar could break into the house in the night as loudly as s/he wanted and you wouldn't wake up. It's a useful mechanism.
The very few ways I've found to combat night panic attacks are to spray my pillow and sheets with some sort of sleep aromatherapy spray. There are plenty out there. I never used to believe in that stuff, it's probably psychological anyway lol, but it just makes me feel more secure for some reason. I also read a bit before I go to bed, and keep it there to distract myself in case of panic. Before I go to sleep I listen to music as well, and I keep it there in case of emergencies lol. I might also pace around a bit to calm myself down. You definitely should learn relaxation and breathing techniques. They are very useful. When your heart is racing and you bring it down by regulating your breathing it is an amazing feeling, that gives you a bit of control.
I think the most important thing is to recognise your only having a panic attack and it won't harm you. It's often hard at this time of night/morning to think clear and it's quite frustrating!!
All the best,
Lesley xxx