by ColorMePaisley » Sun Apr 07, 2013 8:24 pm
I'm so uncomfortable with myself all the time. I'm constantly aware of what I look like, and the parts of me that I don't like are always on my mind. It's like going through puberty and having giant pimples, and you're so sure that everyone is staring at your pimples. Except with me, it's my body. I'm so sure that everyone is noticing my stomach or love handles. It's like an obsession and I can't stop thinking about it! I don't know how to stop. I'm never comfortable in what I wear unless I'm wearing baggy sweaters and sweats. I want to just fix these "problem areas" and then maybe I won't have to think about them so much, but I don't know how! I think I'm going crazy, and I really don't want to develop an eating disorder!