I'm jealous of girls in their late teens to early 20s. Mostly because they have a bigger future ahead of them and the possibility to make better choices in life than I did
My jealousy is so bad that I try to monitor what I read and view online. Seeing articles about young girls going to prom, heading off to college, or getting married at 21/22 makes me feel incredibly jealous, inferior and sends me into a depression. I avoid anything related to teenagers or early 20s. I cant handle how inferior I feel.
I just saw a photo of Malia Obama and saw on thin, tall and pretty she was. Everyone was complimenting on how gorgeous and modely she looked. And how she'll have a wonderful future. And I just felt so envious. Im not as young or as thin as she is. And at my age I feel like its too late to get married or have a great career. She has a privileged life I was never afforded. I feel like crap and don't know how to get any self esteem or anything . what can I do?