Money Matters

I feel great because I have no money.

I've done a lot with no money. Like I read this book. Raymond Chandler books. I'll read another book. And another book. This won't get boring at all.

I'll learn a language that will be interestin....zzzzzzzzzzzzz

I believe I will be rich in the morning.

Currently I'm listening to music.

I believe that life is worth living.

I believe I am real.

I believe that I have a body.
I believe in gravity.
I believe that life will give me the money I desire.
I believe I'm doing the best I can.
I believe I've lots to learn.
I believe other people are not special.
I believe other people are less than me.
I believe I am growing stronger each day.
I believe I am happy.

Thank you for the money that will change my life.

I've changed my life around. I believe I'm doing better and doing the best I can. My life will always improve.

BrokeSuicide wrote:I don't have family just to clear things up with you.

This leaped out at me from your second post. I can well understand the struggles you're facing. Family are the buffer against the worst life has to offer.

I too have no family, and I've been in a number of tight situations when there was no one to turn to. I can well understand the feeling of giving up. There can also be rumination about whatever estranged you from family members. It stinks, I know.

Richard has given sound advice, as he always does, and I'm glad you've been able to trim your expenses although I'm guessing it was at the cost of your social world. Life is very hard on those of us who have to go it alone.

I like your affirmations. A positive vision is vital when everything looks bleak.

Bless you, BrokeSuicide. Hang tough, head down and keep going. At some point things will turn around, and I hope you'll let us know when they do.

This is Jason again right?
So it''s all your guesses how much of this is just BS.

I'd want to know where tf the 20k from 1 yr ago went, and how tf you are in negative equity when as far as I know everywhere in uk and ireland house prices have been consistently rising??

PM wrote:This is Jason again right?

Yep. So at least some of the debt went to Findom.

I didn't spend any money yesterday.

I've been on water and porridge for the last few days. I get paid soon and will manage a budget based on little food so I can save money. I have also asked for a pay raise and have done overtime.

You have a way of ignoring people's replies. How does it help you to post here?

Candid wrote:You have a way of ignoring people's replies. How does it help you to post here?

I don't think you people are interesting to talk if I'm begin honest. The reason why I post on here is to keep a track of my thoughts and actions in getting better. I feel better. I don't think you people have any good advice for me. I have very little to say to you. I don't expect anything from you. I don't owe you anything. You don't owe me anything. And I don't care what you think.

BrokeSuicide wrote:The reason why I post on here is to keep a track of my thoughts and actions in getting better.

What's the difference between journalling online and simply journalling for your eyes only? Isn't there a tiny ray of hope that someone will post just the right message to bring about your Aha! experience?

I'm glad you feel better. Better than what, I wonder.

And I don't care what you think.

Nor should you. I would consider it gross invasion of my head if you were to know what I think.