So lezy

Hey ppl im not so what happneding to me
Coz i feel like i need to chage and be a batter me but all i really want to do is be home and just play game in ensted of lorninh what i love (this art by the way) and gating a new job (i lose the old one thay fair me)
I just feel like i dont want to do anything like im just so lezy and i dont want to do anything coz i can **** everthing or be an doub donkey or just forget everthing i feel so uslass

Ppl just tall me to go and dothing like its so easy

Plz sameone help i really dont know what to do