laureat wrote:yeah i think in my past most helped me when i chopped the challenges in small pieces. little steps.
That's the way. Praise yourself for whatever you're able to do, and encourage yourself if you start to think you're not doing enough.
laureat wrote:i also think it is the pills they gave me
which making me euphoric and chest pressure
Nothing wrong with euphoric! It sure beats depression.
In my experience with head drugs, then can be demotivating and make you lethargic as well as permanently hungry. Often that's because they've dehydrated you, so drink water whenever you think about it.