by Arne Pedersen » Sun Jul 17, 2016 8:56 pm
Sounds like a painful place you are in. Of course, there is always an alternative way of doing things...as well as looking at things. I want to offer this: "We train other how to treat us". Yes, that sounds harsh, however, it is also true. It sounds like you don't like the way they treat you, but the truth is, if we do not set our own personal boundaries, others will set them for us according to their preference.
If you are the "Doing something about it" kind, and really want to be treated with respect, then here is an idea:
Make a column down the centre of a piece of paper. On the left side, write all the ways these people treat you that you do not like. On the other side, write the contrast to each one, of how you want to be treated. Then, ask yourself what kind of boundaries would you would have to learn and implement to support them to either treat you the way you consider respectful, or, if not, learning how to let them go. Consider that being along with self respect and self love is better than allowing others to treat you a way that hurts. Truth is, if you learn to love and respect yourself, it will rub off onto others, and you will attract different people as friends, who care about you enough to treat you in a way you consider respectful.
Thing is, it starts with you, your own willingness to stand up for your own happiness! It can be done! It really can!.. I suggest going to the book store and buying a book or two on healthy boundaries. This will give you a good start.
I like the book: "Boundaries" by Cloud and Townsend. And with regards to the challenges with how you feel inside with this, I highly recommend "Living With Joy" Sanaya Roman.
I hope this letter meets you well,
Arne Pedersen