I've been trying to understand what's my purpose in life for the longest time. What is my goal. My family and friends told me my purpose in life should be to find a job I enjoy doing and spend my lifetime perfecting the craft.
I don't think such a job exists however, I don't think there's any activity I could do forever and not find it dreadfully boring and exhausting. I hated my studies because I saw no purpose in them other than getting more pay later on in my life. Any job I've tried I hated or began to hate very quickly, as there was no purpose to it other than trading my life for money. It made me not want to wake up in the morning and I became depressed.
Then something happened. I had a thought, that maybe you shouldn't be looking for a job you enjoy doing, but rather for a job you think is important? Even if you don't like doing it, even if it disgusts you, but at the end of the day you come home proud that you did something good today... Like a surgeon who maybe doesn't enjoy doing his job, but he's proud of the lives he saved and the people he's helped? What do you think?