I'm not sure if this is normal. I can't take any compliments at all.
The thing is that I've been like this all my life. My parents have told me that when I was little I would cry or get really angry if somebody praised me or applauded me. It's not that I think I do things poorly, or that my work or skill in any task is not enough. I actually recognise I'm good at some things, but the fact of somebody recognising me for it or complimenting me makes me feel deeply uncomfortable.
I usually can deal with daily compliments about how I look or something I'm wearing (though my reaction is not really authentic), but other things just put me off.
I've noticed the only person I'm a bit more open to is my brother. I like playing piano, for example, and he's the only person I'm comfortable hearing me play. I can't do it in front of my parents or friends.
Once I won 2nd place in a Literature contest and my teacher congratulated me in front of all the class, everyone applauded me and I just wanted to disappear.
I don't know if it's something about low self-steem or what. The fact that I've been like this since always just confuses me.
Hopefully somebody has any theories on this! Thanks!