can someone explain this?

When you are creating art, your consciousness is temporarily vibrating at a palpably higher frequency of feeling and, as some would say, you are temporarily residing in the fourth dimension where time is not a factor; where the flow of time in the rapid river of omnipresent perception is significantly accelerated.

Only when you come down from this elevated perspective, do you re-integrate the disharmonious qualities of three-dimensional life; such as worrying about anything other than the present.


And from your other post:

I never simply chose across the board to join the military, I admire to have wisdom, life skills and strengths. And I want to be a servicemen in the field of work. So what's it mean to have all the same features in military that is initially what I hate in school?

You excel in art, and then your choice is to pursue a career that has nothing to do with your excellence?

That's incredible! I find it warming what you said, this art is my haven, I wish nothing more than to empathise in the world of art and appreciate what others can do, anything. I'm quite repressive these days though, I don't know how to transition my feelings away from art. The past 3 years, I'm really changing a lot, I'm a teen you know? It gets stressful and stuff. I'll share with the readers and you about me, my sister would teach me about drawings and talk about artists and art. It's a pleasing experience, I think I am quite emotional, empathy-art, both passions are alike. And claimubgboth are two alike sometimes and this.

I've made a decision months ago, the military will not be what I'll live for. I gotta go, my school coordinator just noticed me and she might talk about my personal life which affects my school life. THis really sucks, I'm going to embarrass myself. I didn't say anything and she said 'i'll speak to you later' She knows I got problems, this sucks a lot...

See yah though

I wish nothing more than to empathise in the world of art and appreciate what others can do, anything.

So then the most logical careerpath to pursue would be in function of this gift of yours, no?

Do you want to share some art pieces of yours?
I'm naturally curious.

How's your relationship dynamic at home?
Wish to talk about it?

I'm quite repressive these days though, I don't know how to transition my feelings away from art.

You mean to say that your artistic pursuits currently provide the only avenue through which you feel like you can safely channel your emotions?