Hi, everyone
Another soul with these problems. The biggest problem I currently have is this with public speaking. I have to defend my diploma work in front of the 3-member commission (:() and people interested in the theme. I have 7 more days to do sth. PLEASE, HELP ME!!! I'm going crazy What can I do in a week? Don't tell me, it's too late ... please.
A little bit about my background:
I've had a lot of negative experience in my life. My parents are both teachers and I went through a very difficult time in the primary school (they were both there), kids being rude, teachers too. And above all, I am the only child, extremely emotional, was much of the time alone ... There were 2 unhappy loves that hit me hard - my self-confidence suffered a lot and during that time I got a strange desire (still persisting today) to make myself as invisible as possible so that other would accept me (I always stood out with my grades and I deliberately began to learn less to achieve poorer results, but even then I still somehow managed to have better grades. Only now I realise how stupid that was. But nobody told me that I was OK, that I'm not ugly, stupid ... and that I'm also worth listening to (it's not all rubbish what I say). The damage is now done. I have these stupid convictions. And I badly want to get rid of them!
Hm. I didn't mention that I had anorexia and bulimia (for 8-9 years) and that I was also the victim of sexual abuse. These things have also probably contributed to my current problems. I also have social phobia and had a fear of eating in public.
Oh, you are probably confused now reading this mixture of everything. I just wanted to get an approximate picture to be able to advise me better.
Oh, does anyone have any experience with PEAT or TEF? They say that with PEAT phobias and fears disappear rapidly, already in 1 or 2 sessions.
Hope you will give me some advice.