Had a work conference recently where there was the "possibility" of role plays etc - well I went in to "meltdown" at the mere thought of it.
I had a diazapan left over & thought it wouldn't be enough to get me through. Went to the doctor who prescibed me Prpranol. I took that & about 2 hours in took the diazapan. Felt relaxed & could contribute to the meeting (for a change). In the end didn't have to do any roleplay, but at least I could sit there rationally rather then wanting to jump out the nearest window.
I think this little "cocktail" may work for me. I have also started CBT. I agree with the principles, but I don't get to face my fear enough(maybe 3 times a year), I think would be more effective with spider phobia etc.
My dilema now is, getting the doctor to prescibe to me on an on going basis. Any suggestions???? I have even considered getting on-line? Is that possible, some of these canadian sites look quite legitimate. Or am I just being gullible. Advice or even recommendations of trustworthy sites please!!
Surely taking a little tablet 3-4 times a year isn't going to do any harm is it??

