Hi,
I'm new to this forum so I hope I have put my post in the right section. We have been friends since high school and work together now. Both me and my friend were playing Rugby last weekend and had a good time. We both drove to and from there together. We both got back home and played videos games like we do most evenings.
We got into a bit of an argument he said things and I said things back. Looking back, I wasn't at all rude and didn't insult him. Just spoke my mind. The words I used obviously didn't come out right and I'm assuming he didn't like it. I'm not angel but what he said was unjustified. I was honestly in shock with the things I heard and struggled to speak like a normal person. Even though I'm confident that what he said is untrue I still feel terrible, like I actually did what he said. But I didn't. Why do I feel so terrible, like I have betrayed him in a way. And again, I'm confident I haven't. If I go on to talk further he'd get mad or angry.
Why do I feel this way? What is this called? I've never been good with emotions and it is kind of driving me crazy. We haven't spoke all week but we have work together soon. How do you deal with conflict, no one has every taught me this stuff.
Best regards,
imnotarobot