the curse of the witch doll

i became a little spooked out and paranoid from the last topics Affirmations. you said i am in control . did not sleep for almost two days.

now i feel that i am not in control of my what i am speaking. spooky language on Richards

laureat wrote:i am not taking any illegal drugs. i smoke cigarettes and I drink caffe . that is the worse i do. and i am not being deluded and i dont feel like i need antipsychotics.

Very likely you have caffeine allergy:
Allergic individuals may be erroneously diagnosed, medicated, and lost in a dark disturbed world, until death. http://doctoryourself.com/caffeine_allergy.html

i was manipulated [by whom?] to believe i am schizophrenic. when in fact someone [for what possible reason?]has used hypnosis to frustrate and destroy my social life . like the witch's doll tricks. that has happened to me on 28.11.2004. they [who?]have disturbed my progress with my goals.

you asked who are they. i dont know who are they. you tell me. why everyone i know has used a strange language to spoke me away?

laureat, I'm not any kind of a doctor and I don't need to be to recognise paranoia when I see it. It may well be the coffee.

So... start cutting back on the coffee, and see if that helps.

i was manipulated. i was spooked to read something that i wasnt supposed to. its a trap. its inevitable . i know these kind of traps from my studies on 2004. my friends tricked me to write hiphop rhymes . and i ended up on their troll game. their hypnosis. and frustration. i was pushed to. i was tricked to. it was inevitable. i guess they also drugged me. but that was no kids stuff. because you cant by stuff like that on markets

Madness, dear one. You'll know that when you stop drowning your neurons in caffeine.

The best thing you can do is go to a psychiatrist, he can definitely help you. But you are trusting too much in yourself. you have to trust others more. They tell you things to help you. You are your enemy, others are your friends and they tell you things to help you.

On May 11, 2018, laureat wrote:you dont need to trust the others in life
you need to trust oneself

Where is the man who wrote that? What happened to him?

i know that i can become deluded a believe trash ideas because it has happened to me before. however i can when something strange is going on..

but now thats not important at all. i ended up in a hospital full isolation and could not get my phone back until today. i am brainwashed, i am treated like an animal . i cant watch tv because it makes me go to sleep, cant Speak with my father because as soon as he overdo i tend to go to sleep


you speaking about my delusions. what magic trick is this deludion,

how Is it that i cant even focus on my phones keyboard

You don't say what kind of hospital you're in, presumably a psychiatric one. I'm sorry it's come to this, laureat, but I think it had to be done.

I hope you'll be back on deck again soon.

what kind? well first they put me on the isolation one. which they dont give you neither phone, tv, chair, sofa,

now they transfer me to a hospital which they give you some of tv and chairs. i guess thats progress

but ask yourselves is it a little strange that . as soon as i wrote my comments overhere they managed to brainwash me and made me regret....

i could not sleep for two days i got spooked away from the forum. and they brought me an islamic exorcist asking asking me strange questions . like who else is inside me. i told them Richards is inside me . he is telling i am fine .

laureat wrote: i told them Richards is inside me . he is telling i am fine .

Awesome.

Richarrds tried to help me out with positive affirmation. and my father with the ghost therspist switched all that to negative and made me concern about what Richard what really saying.

they made me translate what was said. and made me experience like Richard was speaking through my my body and i was just a fkng telephone.

they brought me an exorcist. they fked me up and sent me to the hospital because i could not sleep.

i know you guys . but my ghost therapist has been very strange

laureat wrote:is it a little strange that . as soon as i wrote my comments overhere they managed to brainwash me and made me regret....

they brought me an islamic exorcist asking asking me strange questions . like who else is inside me.

A distinctive feature of psychosis is making faulty connections such as these. "A happened and then B happened, therefore A led to B." You've got a bit scrambled through lack of sleep. Misidentification (such as the Islamic exorcist) is also very common.

i told them Richards is inside me . he is telling i am fine .

I'm taking a break from Richard's posts at the moment but I'm very glad he's looking after you. I would add another affirmation:
Every day in every way I'm getting better and better.

Say it as often as you think of it, taking deep breaths between each time you say it, and smiling.

This painful interlude will pass. I have great faith in you laureat, and I know you'll bounce back as a Helper on this forum.

thanks for your care, and affirmation.
i also took your advice and did not drink any caffe .

Brilliant!

That means you're on the way back.

i do agree with you that i sometimes become deluded. and need to think how to get out of the delusion loops. I know this since 2004.

but what you pushing me to ignore is that this time it was no delusions. i can only guess that ppl i know made a simulation to try help me with my delusions. but i spooked away, i became bad, i ended up on isolation treatment

oh i wish i could come back. and i loved trying to help people with comments here.