I'm 35 years old and I've had a depression for a few years. According to my doctor it's endogenous.

Anyway I've tried to stop taking the anti-depressants about 3 or 4 times and I've never succeed. It really seems that I can't function without the chemical stuff. it's when I get worse (usually when I'm stressed) that the panic attack happens with those symptoms - hot head, sweats and the feeling that something ir awfully wrong.
I'd like to know if someone has the panic attack in the some occasion and if you think it's really possible that i'll never be able to live without the anti-depressants.
