People find me irritating

Yes, I have asked...
But people always just tell me that they don't find me annoying.

I dont think people find you irritating.. First of all you feel that there is something that drives away your friends, or may do so... It is a sense of guilt you have... U feel people dont care for you, you are alone in this world... If you keep thinking the same way, you will be more isolated... Think of good things that you are sorrounded by,,, there were times, when there were no computers, thus, no contact with people ONLINE.... Doesnt this help you? Dont you get a kind of satisfaction where you can air your views without feeling fear inside of you, that you can be underestimated...? People are always displeased with the way they are living, they always wanna change something in life, they wanna be happy, but they cannot reach that happiness, and will never do, because we are HUMAN BEINGS... as long as we live we will keep seeking that happiness, and always be displeased with our life... So dont waste your time, discard your computer, close your door, swallow the key to the door and dream about happiness I am kidding... of course... Live and feel the life you are living in, your computer, your few friends and dont complain about life... by complaing you will lose much, of this I am dead sure ... good luck!