Hi Itsmyfault
Good to hear from you again. No need to apologise for your previous post. However, perhaps bear in mind that it is not always possible for someone to give an immediate response, particularly if people reading your post do not feel they have anything helpful to add.
Feeling conected to others and understood by people is one of the
Basic Needs and perhaps it would help you to review these to identify any others that are not currently being met. You could then give some thought to what you could do to change things.
Well done for arranging an appointment to see your doctor to get some help for your problems. I wish you good luck of this. Let us know how you get on.
Briary