i'm tired of this

**Posts:** 4 · by **gaaret** » Sun Sep 08, 2013 7:17 pm

really tired
i've got bulimia
i'm throwing up 4< times a day for about 10 months without brake
my face's hurting
i think i'm in deep depression
i had panic attacks, but their gone
i can't sleep

i'm thinking about suicide increasingly...

the thought that then everything just gone and i'll gone too, in darkness...
just excite me

i'm worried about me
i don't know what to do
i'm such a loser
i hate asking for help but...
just tell me what you're thinking
just tell me to go away

god i'm pathetic

**Posts:** 2122 · by **Herbie306** » Sun Sep 08, 2013 9:55 pm

Hey, I'm sorry to hear you're hurting so much

You are NOT pathetic!

I know you don't like asking for support, but if someone could sit with you and, on your terms, help you, how would you like that person to support you?

Talk as much as you need to. Try to go easy on yourself.

**Posts:** 89 · by **Leopold_The_Leopard** » Mon Sep 09, 2013 11:20 am

... and you are not pathetic. You simply suffer from a serious disease.

You need help and should not try to beat this on your own. Is there anyone who can help you find help.

**Posts:** 4 · by **gaaret** » Mon Sep 09, 2013 5:37 pm

no.. i don't think there's someone like that
even reversely
i know there's a few people know about me
but that makes they're needling me
like: telling me that irregular eating (accent on not eating in school) makes SB fat
or when i'm eating dish and i'm saying i'm full and i'm gonna puke, answer: not my food!
see? even my mom
she's a doctor
and sometimes when i'm trying to eat normal she says: and you're eating too much again!
then i'd like to kill myself with big smile on my fat face

**Posts:** 10113 · by **JuliusFawcett** » Mon Sep 09, 2013 6:27 pm

I have a healthy body weight hypnosis that I wrote

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCAMhb_IZJw

Tell me what you think

**Posts:** 89 · by **Leopold_The_Leopard** » Thu Sep 12, 2013 10:57 am

... that even your mother is clueless about the severity of your problems. But you know what they say about children to doctors...

Once again I must stress the importance of you getting some professional help. Have you told any grown up about your problems?

**Posts:** 4 · by **gaaret** » Sat Sep 14, 2013 8:58 pm

well.. i've..
no...
only my mother
she's got new 'boyfriend' now, so...

i've got a friend, she's 18 and also got ED
she's a little bit annoying, but.. she is

**Posts:** 10113 · by **JuliusFawcett** » Sat Sep 14, 2013 10:39 pm

Nice to hear from you again, any other news?

**Posts:** 59 · by **psychologist** » Sun Sep 29, 2013 1:24 pm

Thank GOD you know about your disease, please visit a profession asap.
Work on your self confidence not to let anyone make you down easily.
I think your are too young to give up. Definitely before trying any professional treatments.
Take care of yourself

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Psy

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